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[20 Jul 2007|03:00pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

im off to the phi sig retreat....blahhhhhh lol...I hate going places and staying over...ick..ill be back sunday

I bought cool stuff at hot topic today

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[21 Dec 2004|02:13pm]
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[20 Dec 2004|05:14pm]
I know I keep posting but....3 of my 4 college grades are up and posted.....I GOT 2 A's and an A- in my first semester of college!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SOOOOO HAPPY ....I WAS JUMPING AROUND AND STUFF...NOW I JUST NEED MY ENGLISH GRADE....YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In the words of Willow, "Academic Achievment gets me a little excited"
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[20 Dec 2004|04:48pm]
Stolen from justinryler who stole it from

~~~~~~~~~MY OBSESSIONS IN 2004 ( either released in 2004 or something I was obsessed with in this year~~~~~~~~~

MUSIC (NON- SPICE/Worldwide)

Band: R.E.M., The Cranberries, Eve 6
Solo Artist: Celine Dion
New Artist: Ashlee Simpson
Album: Celine Dion - Live in Las Vegas, NOW ( The original ), Eve 6, American Wedding Soundtrack
Artist, old or new, discovered this year: a bunch from American Wedding Soundtrack
Single: Zombie - The Cranberries, Yeah - Usher, Open Road Song - Eve 6
Album Artwork: Eve 6
Music Video: not a big video watcher this year
Song From an Album: Open Road Song - Eve 6

Solo Artist: Melanie C
Album: Spiceworld of 2004...Northern Star ever
Single: all of Melanie c, mi chico latino geri
Album Artwork: Geri- Scream if you wanna go faster
Music Video: Melt - Melanie C, Too Much - Spice Girls
Song From an Album: Feel the Sun - Melanie C Mi Chico Latino - Geri


TV Show: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Firefly,$ 40 a day
TV Show Episode: I Only Have Eyes for you - Buffy, Trash - Firefly, $ 40 a day in Park City Utah


Film: The Grudge, Cruel Intentions
Actor: Jason Behr
Actress: Sarah Michelle Gellar


Sexiest Man: Marc Blucas
Sexiest Woman: Sarah Michelle Gellar
Style: Melanie C

Website: http://www.smgvbest.com
Hero of the Year: me
Book: 1984, DSM-IV
LJ Friend: justinryler sgfreak
LJ Community: OCD, Tim Hortons, Spice Girls
LJ Entry You Wrote: My private entry about Tim Hortons
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[20 Dec 2004|12:00pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Ok so I am happy because I called Tim Hortons and Cindy changed my schedule back to 6-2

The Top Commenters for the year of 2004~ excluding me and annon idiots

Top Commenters on spicypomsavs's LiveJournal
(Self and anonymous comments excluded from rankings)
1sgfreak224 224
2justinryler200 200
3sheens69 69
4tearsinheaven_24 24
5marsaffar18 18
6nerdy72017 17
7ktfosho316 16
8dont_breathe15 15
9thelenking12 12
10fishfan229 9
11h0txheat9 9
12reyesfanatic7 7
13hamsterami7 7
14reflection_soul5 5
15jeterfan4 4
16stupid_thing3 3
17keroppi812 2
18goldspire2 2
19hottermelb2 2
20pradaboi022 2
21xihavefriends4x1 1
22sunshine_20041 1
23jordo21171 1
24shoelacepie1 1
25magtastical1 1
26sspunkyali1 1
27foggi1 1
28pinkdaze1 1
29scream2gofaster1 1

Total Commenters: 31 (2 not shown)
Total Comments: 938

Report generated 12/20/2004 12:12:17 PM by scrapdog's LJ Comment Stats Wizard 1.4

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[19 Dec 2004|06:55pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I am 215% pissed. Apparently no one was going to inform me that my schedule was changed....I was supposed to work 6-2 on Christmas Eve..Erin and me happened to go in tim hortons tonight and I see she has 6-2 crossed off and now it says 10-6......THATS THE FUCKING WORST SHIFT EVER...SHE WASNT GOING TO TELL ME SO I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN UP AT 5 ...AND I HAVE PLANS...I'll be calling tommorow...

but I still love Sue..I gave her a hug today since I wont see her before Christmas...Its weird...like I love when shes nice and happy...shes so much fun...but then when shes mean I get sad cuz I want her to be happy with my work etc

Erin told me that Ken has majorly chewed out Sue before...That makes me sad...as mean/rude as she can sometimes be to me...Sue is perfect at everything at Tim Hortons..she runs everything, can do everything, and puts so much time in...she doesnt deserve to be chewed out like that.

Observation: In reference to the title of my journal...I wear my heart on my sleeve and put my soul into everything....which means I become attached to everyone at work and easily get hurt when they are at all angry or frustrated

Erin and I hung out today yayness

I found this from an essay that I love...I may have posted this but its worth again

"I know that my best sometimes isn't good enough for people. I hate being frustrated with myself especially because people are frustrated with me"

Anyway the title of a book comes to mind
"I love you, I hate you, Get Lost"

ANYWAY....My OCD is kicking in right now in full force

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[18 Dec 2004|02:24pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Worked 5-1..didn't leave till 1:30 though...boy im tired...


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[17 Dec 2004|04:14pm]
[ mood | happy ]

worked today and had to take Adam home from work..hes hot

awwww i saw erin on the schedule for next week...I was like awww erin...we don't work together except for sunday so I dont have to worry about her booting me lmao...im hoping we are both on DT Sunday..that would be fun


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[16 Dec 2004|02:50pm]
I only got 40 dollars back for my books for first semester...and this semester's books cost.....455 dollars...I had it in savings from scholarships but still......I was supposed to post a quiz in which I got "the black knight" from monty python and the holy grail.....but it f'ed up
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2004 [15 Dec 2004|04:36pm]
2004 Quiz that I stole from foggi

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? went to a pyschologist, started college, got on medicene for OCD

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I never do that

3. Did anyone close to you give birth? no

4. Did anyone close to you die? no

5. What countries did you visit? none

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? boyfriend

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

October 31st- Halloween fun
June 5th - High school Graduation
The end of April - Buffy Convention

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Graduating with over a 4.0, being in the top 10 in my class, surviving my first semester of college, picking out what I want to do with life, surviving my first job

9. What was your biggest failure? States for Pompon

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
mental illness

11. What was the best thing you bought? not sure

12. Whose behavior merited celebration? me

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? Megan's enemies appaled me

14. Where did most of your money go? restaurants, books, etc

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? Buffy Convention

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Open Road Song - Eve 6
Dreams - Cranberries
Zombie- Cramnerries

17. Compared to this time last year, are you: happier

ii. thinner or fatter? fatter...I lost pompon...lmao..no Im not fat

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? talked to Guys

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? nothing

20. How will you be spending Christmas? family

21. What was the most embarrassing thing that happened to you in 2004? Answering the door in my underwear to some hot mormon guys

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?no

23. How many one-night stands?


24. What were your favorite TV programs?Buffy as always...and 40 dollars a day

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? no

26. What was the best book you read? Homebody/Kabul- Tony Kushner

27. What was your greatest musical discovery? Cranberries

28. What did you want and get? all the things I said I was proud of...and a hug from Nicholas Brendon...in fact everything at the convention

29. What did you want and not get? A good place at states for pompon

30. What was your favorite film of this year? The Grudge

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I turned 19..My mom brought me home my fav food, went to a Spirit Game, opened gifts

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? nothing

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?anyting

34. What kept you sane? technically I'm insane..sooo

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? SaraH Michelle Gellar.

36. What political issue stirred you the most? election day

37. Who did you miss? Erin

38. Who was the best new person you met? Everyone in Foundation scholars 111 english class, and all my fellow Timmy Hos

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
A qoute from an essay I found that I really think somes up my year...
" I know that sometimes my best isn't good enough for others and that people can be cruel. I know that sometimes I get frsutrated with myself, espescially when others are frustrated with me".......learned from a one Sue Rolka..but I love you Sue

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.

"Wake up kids
We've got the dreamers disease"

"If you feel your dream is dying
Hold tight
You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live
Can't forget you only get what you give"

and all inspirational music
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Random Thoughts [15 Dec 2004|04:16pm]
I am highly considering going to friends only so I can make myself a cool banner

I almost killed the printer today, but I am finally done with my portfolio...which means once I turn it in a survived my first semester of college...I believe I got 2 A's and 2 B+s

I need to know more about SMG's new movie "Southland Tales" now..the site is soooooooooooooooo creepy

Little quiz stolen from J
fav board game: Monopoly, LIFE, and Clue
fav card game: BS
fav video game: Super Mario All Stars and The Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past for SNES and The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time and Super Mario 64 for Nintento 64..Snow Brothers and Super Mario Brothers 3 for NES...CLASSIC NINTENDO SYSTEMS BABY
fav mind game: Taboo
fav word/thought game: Taboo
fav sexual game: Never played any.
fav food/drink game: never played any.
fav puzzle game: hmmm Word Searches
Fav sport: Pompon and hockey

Sissy and me are doing some Christmas shopping tonight I believe
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[14 Dec 2004|05:14pm]
Just sat with the Mormans again for 2 hours...and they are coming back....the underwear incident was brought up...

J and C's presents have been sent out
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[13 Dec 2004|02:08pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Lets see whats going on right now....

I just got back from the Psychologist's office...We talked a lot about OCD today..We started by talking about Tim Hortons, then we really explored the OCD more...We have been focusing on anxiety more.

I might be upping my dose of Lexapro, but he wants to wait till next time just to be sure it hasn't kicked in yet.

I am taking my first final exam in about 20 mins so I should prolly head over that way.

J's Christmas Gift still hasn't arrived and I am pissed!

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[12 Dec 2004|02:55pm]
I felt like updating and now I don't

I worked

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[10 Dec 2004|02:54pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

"The Person" got traded...greaaaat Im so pissed

Work was insane today...sooo many cars...I was nonstop for hours and we were understaffed cuz carrie was in the back helping bake.

I was on the window today

We play the team "the person" was traded to tonight..this should be interesting

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cute.. [08 Dec 2004|08:19pm]
nicholas brendon is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator

oh yeah I was hugged by him...this geneorator knows its shit!
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[08 Dec 2004|07:46pm]
sooo turns out that the math test I thought I failed! not so much!!

I got a 79.5 which is not good compared to my other tests ( 99,90,89)..but since I thought I got a 60 I am happy...


I finally am on the road to figuring out my life..I e-mailed my psych teacher and told him my goals and already got a long e-mail back and he gave me this thing he typed out on all kinds of hints for the psych major

Marzi and I ate at Applebees

whoa this is pretty much me exactley...ok it was before it switched the words...my actual thing had k as kind..n as naive..weird..but it still is like me

K is for Keen
A is for Alert
I is for Innocent
T is for Tame
L is for Lively
I is for Innocent
N is for Nerdy

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[06 Dec 2004|10:50am]
[ mood | anxious ]

okaaaay where to start

first J was in my dream again...At Barnes and Noble there was a Vintage magazine section where all these spice magazines I didn't know about were...including like a bunch of official ones..I bought them all and kept trying to tell J about it but couldn't get a hold of him...finally as soon as I did I woke up..and I was pissed I wanted those magazines


C's Christmas present arrived but not J's...I will send them out together so they don't try and cheat somehow

I should do the grind today but I already took a shower..

I finally finished my Stigma surronding mental illness paper ( 11 pages ) and my oral presentation on it is tommorow..well I am only allowed to talk for 5 mins and it barely touches the content in my paper..I feel so superficial..I wish I could talk for 10 mins or more...it might bore people but at least I would know I would get a good grade....I don't know how our teacher reads all these..I was peer reviewing on someone's paper on dairy farms/..boring..and I could tell she was bored with mine

Oh yeah! Last night I went to the Live Nativity where you have to walk on a journey to Bethlehem and the Roman Gaurds are around and stuff...its nuts..they did such a good job...180 people in costume...Its like a Haunted House for Christmas

thats all for now

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[04 Dec 2004|03:14pm]
Work was nuts today...we just couldn't get on the ball!!!

I'm worth $1,893,906.05! How much are you worth?
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[03 Dec 2004|02:33pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Yesterday we got our Christmas Tree...Awwww We all hiked out in the snow..Nick looked sooo cute...Then we had our after Christmas Tree annual eating at Labbels.

Where we all ( minus mom ) got breakfast for dinner..I smothered my hashbrowns and eggs with Tobasco sauce..it was so good, but all of a sudden I felt light headed and like I was floating lmao...and my bottom lip was on fire

Then Mike and I went to go get a tree stand

My Grind Hip Hop tape came so I did that the last two days..it is not hard as far as the moves...I am a speed learner so I got those right away..but its exhausting..she makes you do the routine over and over and over and over..but Im glad Im working out again..and its much better than the richard simmons tapes we have..

been doing hw most of today

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